If you want some honest and straightforward advice from a bunch of internet strangers you need to provide additional details as to why you were given a notice of disapproval for each checkride & bust. It would also help to know your age, background, and yes, how is your English? Have you struggled in your primary education thru high school / college?

What was your confidence level going into these checkride? Were you pressured into them because that's the schedule of your big box school (license mill) with zero flexibility?

Simply stating you have failed 5 times without providing any details makes it difficult to provide accurate feedback. My statements & questions are not intended to be rude but rather blunt. You have passed up anything being sugar coated a few failures ago.