Hell, if worst comes to worst, ditch this fixed wing stuff and come be a helicopter pilot. The schedule isn't bad (depending on the industry you work in) and you can live off the pay without too much complaining.

I had every intention of becoming an airline guy once my time was up. Now, I am not so sure I want to leave the WOP-WOP-world and I have 1000/125 of Fixed/multi! At least the helo-world is more more stable!