hahah andy i have already taken your advice. its just the curiosity in me. after i got the call a few days before i was suppose to leave...i sat and thought about it for a long time and went to work right away with plan B (thank you 4 year degree!). i was seriously packed and all ready to leave for 2 months of training! this industry is a crapshoot. ....seriously though its a real bummer because for as long as i can remember this has been what i wanted to do in life and i've come so close (literally)...but whatever, maybe one day. i think its best for everyone trying to get in to try somethign else if only for the time being given the way the economical climate is the way it is right now.