I'm the feeling same way, but it's not because I'm worried about the studying, just the financial aspect. I want to do this, and will continue to push my self, but sometimes there just isn't enough coal for the fire. It doesn't help being 26 and knowing that other 26 year old pilots are F/Os or Captains at regionals and knowing I'll be an "old" man when I finaly get there, but there's nothing else I'd rather do for a career. I appologize for my rambling.