I tink rather than beeing the pessimest, we need to be giving good advice. It's time to buckle down and get some hours. Don't leave the career soo soon. Just because one company gave you a bad taste, dosen't mean the next won't taste sweet. I may be a low time pilot (around 1000ish), but I grew up around aviation. Everyone has these types of experinces, weather in aviation or another field. Working at American Flyers almost made me leave the industry, and that was my 1st job. Now I work at an FBO, and absolutely love my job. Stick with it, if aviation is in your blood, you will be happy with your decesion in the end. I promise.