Weasel, here is your current situation:
1. You have a $40,000 a year job.
2. You have time on your hands.
3. The aviation market is drying up, as we speak, on a daily basis, while you are still employed!
4. R/J jobs don't pay more than minimum wage.
5. You are probably in a job were there is no micromanagement.
6. You are home every night without the daily death march though the terminal with your overnight and flight bags and dealing with TSA.
With the above being said... what's the downside?
WIth free time... fight insruct... go back to school... work part time elsewhere.
An airline that would wash you out for two points ain't worth flying for. Good luck and enjoy life.