there are some people who were even on reserve that never really had it that bad...right place at the right time...granted they were on reserve but they sat at home everyday...never had the crash pad, etc.

It doesn't matter how many hours you have at this point. If you have the job title you should be treated decently.

Haha, ironically yesterday on my last turn the FA said that I was an angry little boy and that Eagle had corrupted me. I told that at Eagle if you walk around with a smile on your face there will be someone that'll try to take it away just because they don't think you deserve to smile. I told her I found ways to be happy without being outright about it so that I didn't have to deal with everyone elses crap.

Self-imposed misery? Absolutely not. Learning to laugh at everyone else without as much as cracking a smile.