With accents of 92-94,I was a private pilot in '80,everyone from my CFI to my AME said do it for a hobby,PanAm and TWA are furloughing,!thank God I didn't listen,I never would have flown the DC3,or the 727, I love this crazy business,for those similarily afflicted,keep faith, it is often the darkest just before dawn,and when it breaks open,it breaks big. Cheers !