To the OP, if you want it bad enough, go for it. But you've got to weather the storm the best you can. That is what all of us are doing.

I'm neck deep in my backup profession right now hoping to rebuild my financial reserves, etc. But when hiring resumes, I just might give it another go. Do the same, throw your stuff in. You might need some more time, especially multi time. Ask around, try to bum off people with twins. Its tough, but we all figure out a way one way or another.