My brother used to fly with them then I had moved him to other airlines.
Basically, what you say sounds as you are confused and happy. Perhaps, it is better to stay for a while in Europe , while you may work. Instead of these worries, whether or not I would be able to purchase the new books for my kids, or pay back the house for my wife. It is always better where we are at current not at. Please enjoy Europe, people are nice in Europe dont you think so? Despite of all, people smile, and are always going ahead and are serious at thinking. Shall be back to flying in December with my brother. Again Enjoy Europe.