You have alot of decisions to make. Luckily, you're only 200 hours in. Many of us have devoted so much blood sweat and tears to this career that it would be a shame to drop out now. All we can hope for is a better future, whatever that might be.

I'm not sure if this board is the best place to be looking for this kind of advice though, there are al ot of bitter and ****ed off people here, but they have they're reasons and I don't blame them.

That being said, I'll offer my suggestion. ATC is a GREAT career, with good income, a solid retirement, and great insurance. It's also incredibly stable, and you don't need a college degree to get in to. Watching air planes take off from the tower, or cramming 30 airplanes in to 90 miles during crappy weather in the northeast and then flight instructing on the weekends is a GREAT balance. If you truly love aviation and its your passion its the only thing you'll ever want to do no matter what job that might be.