I don't think your describing a pilot's lifestyle, I think you may just be describing your outlook on your life. I could be wrong though, however I have always been a believer that the person who is truly happy and content with his or her life doesn't constantly tell the world about it. On the other hand, the person who is constantly trying to tell other people how to live their lives, while constantly reaffirming the decisions they've made, are the one's who are truly unhappy and miserable.