^ honestly I am thinking of every possible way to leave aviation and get on with my life. I really feel like I am wasting any talent I have and am a few months away from 30 years old. EVERY day I go to work WISHING, PRAYING the flights would just cancel and I could go home . When I get there its not too terribly bad, but anything over 1:00 block and I just can't take it..........

If I just do, maybe an IAD turn one a week I may not hate the job so much..............