SkyHigh: FXDX is right. Did your dad ever tell you, "you better like what you do because you will do it all your life."? Did your dad ever tell you to start saving on your own? Mine did. I am 20 years at a legacy carrier and was pretty ticked with the A fund, but ultimately I will be OK because I looked after myself. I still love to fly with ten years to go. You were wrong to give up on your dreams and will regret it for the rest of your life