In 20 years I might be thanking my lucky stars that my airline dreams were mercifully killed off while I was still young enough to be saved.
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But you might be still on this "airline pilot" forum, talking about your ex-career. I was in love once, when it was over...it was over. It's healthier that way. Let it be, or come back. I wish you the best either way.