You are not alone my friend, your thoughts are shared with the majority of people in the industry I have spoekn to, mainline or not. It really is too bad that it has come to this, with really no light at the end of the tunnel. If you could look into the future and have something other than poor quality of life, low wages, waining work rules, impending furlough/mergers, and increased scrutiny to look forward to, I could see staying, however, this is not the case.

Good luck to you...