My dear friends, I would like to thank to all of you for your opinions and advices, all that was very valuable for me. Certainly I will change my life in way to find some way to fly, even maybe it is to late for me that one day I can seat in B747 as captain of crew. If fealings in heart are strong, person is never calm and hope never dies. Good luck to all of you, you lucky pilots! I confess, I envy to all of you.
huby