No hope or desire of getting hired by an airline, but I speak 2 languages fluently and can do ok in a third. Hasn't done me a bit of good as a lawyer, a judge, a pilot wannabe or in life.

Try not to think this way like no hope , you are such a wonderful F pilot. There is always a hope that is for sure even at the airlines. Certainly we differ since in my case other then twice a year I do not feel like being at a cockpit at constant must take a small operation. However, I was always succ,,,not because of the gvt aunties or so, is because I always had believed in my self. I can speak 3 languages and went to top universities, but sometimes I know I am kind of " lazy " in writing. For me life is like never ending story just sometimes.Melu