I agree to read up on the certification process. Also, I think it would help you researching and understanding some basic aerodynamics and the science behind turbulence. I believe if you have a solid understanding of your environment when flying, you'll be able be at ease when flying.

You are safer in the hands of two airline pilots than driving yourself down the street. Good luck with overcoming your fear and keep us posted on your status.

(Possibly look into taking a flying/simulator lesson to get the pilot perspective)