Biglewi1 -
Are you aware of the search function on APC?
I can not even begin to count the number of threads already devoted to this topic with 100s of responses where I could practically substitute your name in place of whomever started the 100s of other threads.
You sound like you have a good head on your shoulders, though need to be educated more on the airline business and the hurtles associated with the climb along with finding out if ATP is the place for you to train.
Spend some time reviewing the numerous threads already devoted to your present question. This will provide you with some important background information, give you some insight to the tone of some of the responses already received, and give you a rudder steer to more detailed questions in the future.
Good luck.
USMCFLYR