See now you went and made it worse By saying I'm worried about myself. How do you know you can make it through training. And what do you expect to do with those hotels points. Use them for a crash pad. There was a guy in one of my many new hire classes that had a rich wife, he just wanted to gland have benefits. He failed his indoc test(nobody fails this test) anyways he now lives with his wife and all people that pay taxes pay him