You have no one to blame but yourself for still working at a sinking ship. The writing has been on the wall for years. The smart ones found employment at places that had better prospects. I felt bad for myself too when I was working there because no good news came our way. So I worked my ass off to find something better and I did, and I couldn't be happier. When life gives you a turd sandwich you can either eat it or you can grill filet mignon and enjoy life.