Lets see:
You are a no experience pilot and the Captain has up to 50 Souls on Board. The weather is bad, airplane has broke items that affect procedures, lmitations.
You can't find the gear handle with a map.
Can't talk on radio, do not understand the ATC Instructions.

Sure makes sense that the Captain should have as his first priority concern for your feelings, and leading you by the hand through the aviation world.
You may get hiried by a desparate company, just do not expect that people will carry you.

Get some real experience: fly freight, rent an airplane and fly in some night IMC by yourself, then maybe you will be able to hold the gear handle and the radio tuner at the same time.

Make sure you use "Student Pilot Flagship" call-sign.