you can teach as well or do other things... what about having a girlfriend? and take care of her instead to take care of your little ego instead?
you lost passion,? we all lose passion one day.
I lost passion too, but I would be happy to take your job.
this is life my friend, suck it up deep in your goat and feel the pain now. life with no pain or gratitude would be boring.
you have given all for your aviation career and didn't get back what you wanted... so what do you want now? happiness, nice cars, lot of money?
we all want everything and that s the problem in our life, we are never happy we what we have.
now maybe you realize that aviation will not bring you happiness and it would be time to see how you can make people happy instead to think only about you.
take a break from aviation, do other things and don't think this world are expecting something from you. stop to expect things in return.