Originally Posted by Sideshow Bob

You know what? Keep this up and you're going to have to pay those of us who respond to your posts for this therapy. Twisted as it is, you're looking in the wrong place for people to hand you a plate of cookies, a glass of milk and pat you on the head saying "...it's OK Sky, it's not your fault, all the others are just jealous they're not you..." That's what mommy figures are for, not real pilots.

From what you've posted here, you've paid a mere fraction of the dues that I and many here have yet you whine more than all of us combined...what's up with that? Get it over with, hang it up and move on. I for one wouldn't want you in my right seat...in the middle of an emergency you'd likely break down, get out of the seat and go in the back to lament how unfair and cruel life is to the jumpseaters. Move on dude.