Ok. Here is the real gouge for potential new hires. All jobs suck at first, low pay, no seniority, learning a new way of doing things so unless this is your first job ever, just think back on all the other jobs where you were the new guy and that's how it will be at your new airline job. However, over time it will suck less and less but guess what? It's a job and it will always suck but they pay you, so you keep showing up. One day you will have had enough and quit/retire and that's that. Off days don't suck, so enjoy those. The farther you live from where you work, the more suck time you will have to endure.