Thread bump out of selfish reasons: I was PARB'd yesterday and now my entire life feels like its limbo. I'm so thankful to have found this thread and know that I'm not alone in this.

It feels awful to have worked so hard, passed the panel and JKT, only to have my fate rest in the hands of a psychologist. I'm hoping for the best but bracing for the worst.

Going to be a very long couple of weeks while I wait.