Multiple pages later and there was one comment you made that sent shivers down my spine. You equated whatever line of work (sounds like something in finance as you said I make ten million dollar decisions in seconds) to decisions you would make in an airplane. Your mistake is associating your current job with what flying an airplane entails. An airplane doesn’t care what you do for a living.... it doesn’t care that you day trade it doesn’t care that you’re a neuro surgeon it doesn’t care that you’re a darn airline or fighter pilot. In fact I think an airplane/this industry/the system is only out there to try and kill me so my goal is to not let that happen. Now I get and see where you’re coming from about trying to over prepare for moving into a VLJ in a short period of time but you’re not going to be able to just throw your money at this and be competent it just won’t happen. You don’t want to fly professionally for a living and that’s fine but don’t think you can throw money at a professional and expect to buy his experience and use it as your own. Everyone who has posted before me has 10 times the experience as me and I’ve been listening twice as much as I used to since I joined this forum compared to my old young dumb 20 something year old self and I suggest you do the same as it’s paid off ten fold in my career. There’s a reason you have 2 ears and 1 mouth need I say more?