Maybe I have that thought process only because I've spent > $5.0k just to receive my medical certificate due to my bullsh*t diagnosis of ADHD, ASD, and Tourettes (whoever diagnosed that must have been on something) and go to Washington D.C., Atlantic City, and in contact with top senior AMEs in the country. Again, this was just my medical, not training. So that's just my point of view so it may be why I think that way that if I'm going to fly, I'm going to fly.