Maybe you missed it but we are in the midst of a once in a generation global pandemic. NOBODY is hiring thus the reason for no flows at present. AA isn't hiring as they re-tool for the other side. Once mass vaccination rates go through the roof and herd immunity develops, AA is going to lead the legacies in capacity and be operating one of the leanest, meanest fleets and workforces in recent history. If it's really true that you were all the things you described, you're going to be real sorry when your flow date would have come up and you are stuck at some lousy ACMI with subpar work rules, pay rates and working conditions.