I also dont want to come off like a jerk either but wait until you get furloughed. Wait until you dont have a choice but not fly an airplane. Then you'll wish you never thought about hanging up the headset.

Maybe you might just need to take a LOA for a month or something...see what the world is like NOT in a cockpit.

I dont know...maybe its the drugs talking but right now I would give almost anything to get back into a E145...