Originally Posted by
badtransam97
Well I've got a strange thing happening lately!! I have roughly 120hrs.TT and am just about finished with my inst. rating. Here lately though it seems I am very nervous about flying without an instructor with me, even with a safetly pilot it is not any better. Flying has never bothered me in the past, since I was raised in and around planes. My dad was a private pilot in fixed wing and helo's and I loved every minute of it, even through my private cert. I just cant seem to quit thinking about the engine making weird noises and quitting or something crazy like that. I know its good to be somewhat cautious, but I think I'm going overboard with it. What really sucks is flying is all I can think about up until I'm actually up there, then when I'm back on the ground, I cant wait to go again....Maybe I'm just off in the head or something? Well if you guys have any suggestions I would greatly appreciate it! Maybe I just dont have enough experience yet? All I know is its frustrating as crap to feel like this about something I cant seem to get my mind off of!!
Having recently turned 14,000 hrs on the time it was interesting to reflect on your post. I can recall the exact same feelings when I was learning in '90. It was so bad I often had...the big "D" before each flight. What helped me was planning well before each flight and getting up there...just do it!
I think you might be confusing fear with respect for your lack of experience. That's is NOT a bad thing! The first time I soloed I can still remember how comforting it was to know that my instructor was still on the ground watching me. Yes, we've all been there.
Through the years my nervousness for type rides began to really bother me. but after doing enough of them I find that a quick study the night before or the day of is all I need. But that will take time for you to develop. Fear not. Respect always.
Fly safely.
Mike