I don't fly for an airline... but have never stopped paying my dues for the last 16 years. Sorry guys if some of these comments get your feathers ruffled, but Kill Bill has a point.. Consider yourself lucky to be in a cockpit. It's all timing and being prepared when an opportunity presents itself. If you get frustrated each time your not just handed the keys, you've chosen a career that will present you lots of frustration. Just sit back and watch the clouds roll by regardless of what seat your in or what company your flying for. I'm not saying don't prepare and plan ahead... but don't sweat a few months of reserve... after all.. you chose it.